at last. great weekend. good memories. best valentine. legal birthdays. laughs and love all around.
busy busy busy but that's what keeeps us going. my legs feel restless, my body a little shaky and my heart happier than ever. feeling genuinely content and happy without lying to yourself is good for a change, no its great :) sometimes i wonder if she misses me? how some nights no one would understand, they were the best then some days felt like shattered glass. sometimes i wonder if he misses me too, i'm betting not but maybe it makes it easier if you don't.
i'm tired and hopeful and cozy. rainy days and special birthdays make it all worth it.
i don't want to wake up tomorrrowwww, ewwwwwwwwwwww.for now, i'll drink my sparkling cider and pretend it won't come soon.
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