windy weather

perfect for spending days with you. Things have suddenly fallen into place, and although it has taken a while for things to go from so screwed up to so much better, the instant things feel exactly right it suddenly hits you. Everything really will be alright and i've kept my mind set on something so now that it has changed i realize my thought changed for the better. Maybe i'll be happier and safer if i stay, maybe i won't be who is to say we just have to wait and see. I'm glad i have someone who cares for me as much as i are for them, just like we always want, to feel equally cared for and wanted by another party. And sometimes we look back, not to remember a person but to remember the way they made you feel, like they cared more than anything. Its a feeling everyone likes to remember and then it fades. So here is to life, blow one hell of a kiss and hold on tight!

indeed,

i was a victim to the wolf beneath the fleece

too much goood stufff

wheeeee i'm allie longo and i solemnly swear i am up to no good ;]
today wassss gooood, no school and senior layout sesh at my house is always fun among other things. yay can't wait for the fashion show and leaving! stoked on a new adventureeeeee i think spontaneity describes me well so lets go!

so yeah nothing much to report but on a side note, peoples be whack just be yourself no one has time for bullshit.
....and i want more cofffeeeee and kissses!

im so starstruck

baby just blow my heart up.

mhmh i'm genuinely and unconditionally excited. I'm excited for college and for learning. Yes, i said learning. The closer the year comes to an end the more i have come to appreciate my knowledge and education. I am excited to come one step closer to growing into something that can hopefully one day leave a significant mark on this world. I am excited to say goodbye and close that half of the storybook and i am excited to pick up and read on with my new one. I am excited every day i am with you and even when i am scared im still happier than ever.

Today i met one of my favorite authors and had an epiphany. How lucky i am to have experienced all that i have, meaning the good but even more so the bad. I am lucky to have experienced the bad and crossed to find the good never looking back. And to have all that i do.

today

taught me a lot about learning, more about understanding and most about life. Leaving is going to be ok, it won't be scary. It's scarier being surrounded by people here who hurt you and and are conditional. Sucky days come a lot it seems but they pass even quicker now that i've found something to live for. And i am going to stop being scared for the change. The change is good and it won't allow me to leave you behind, it will only help get away from the bad and stick with the good. I can tell you, the good i have been given is worth more than anything. I never thought i'd say this but dr. murphy was right in saying, we forget to thank people that impact our daily lives. So thank you to those, you know who you are and thank you to those, you know who you aren't. For those worth not thanking have impacted me the most, i can now move on and be my self with or without you.