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BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH.

it's my fault i'm like this. urgh i want to feeel bettttter

wheee....not.

vacation? please :)

i feel like

SHIT! i want to rip my throat out. nothing is or will make it better. i thought i became immune to these throat aches a while ago, guess i was wrong and they are back to make me feel like shit. blahhhhhhh. luckily i had a nice little boy come visit and cuddle with me all day. mhmhm tea dripping down my throat for the last 24 hours, yummmskies. 

oh and old friend, sometimes i miss you but you'd never know.

time to pretend or forget or something.

 

i need meds or paint, something to suppress me right now.

no one

can rain on my parade :)

happppy anniversary and happy day!

wheeee 4 more months beeezy and i'm outtta hereeeeee for great success!

baking peanut butter cups and in love with my internship

<3

seventeen forever

And sometimes even though people can let you down, the only thing that really matters is one who can lift you up :) shit happens, life goes on right?! haha yeahhh.

So, today was good. good coffee, good-bye's but new friendships, good cuddle sessions and good room cleaning. Even though being overwhelmed can blow, waking up everyday to explore the unexpected and live spontaneously is all that matters. It's life, its raw but it's real and it's kinda sorta all we know. So on that note, sweet dreams my dears, tomorrow is a new day so release your fears.

xo

mmhmhmh

ADDICTED ;]

yeah  you!

drowning in my sleeep

" i will now bring new meaning to the word alone. 

endless nights of dreaming of life and the days we should have spent here."

Start interning with Michael Costello this week. Until better days, my life consists of paint, shoes, interning and you<3

happiness, or a lack there of

it started with you and ended with them.

i feel just as lonely without them as i did with them.

some things never change?

booo

you whore. suck it up.

mmhm tonight was a little intense but we made it through :)

where ever life takes me lets hope it makes me as happy as 'this'.

xxxxxxxo, get some rest everyday is non-stop

a rush of blood to the head

black out. ugh hate them, hate the shakes, hate the fuzz, sigh. Too much to be done, my head is spinning but you still keep me grounded. Let's relax sing a song and pray we will be alright.

ahhhh, time for writing, thinking, compiling; can't get enough of those college apps. It will be worth it, in the end it has to be worth it. 

bubble time, relax for a moment before things really get chaotic.

xoxo

ride

ride ride that pony, :)

hahahaha wheeeeee i am happy happy happppy. life is goooood!

here's to good nights, great memories and amazing boys

killing time

AP Gov finished and currently not studying the psych sitting next to me. ahh i'm so unmotivated, it sucks! YAY i love my hair and john david's mommy! mhmhmh The film festival was so gooood, ah independent films; nothing better. Sooooo back into the postal service and good ol' stuffff =]  I feeel fulll and wierd, idk why? craving coffee, when am i not? i run off of coffee. It's bad to be so dependent on something. ha I've never been good with things like that, ooppps.

currently listening to swing life away by rise against. i used to wake up to it every morning freshman year, ha ipod wake up call, so long ago. It's kinda a sad song, i feel happy right now, tired and lame but still i'm going to be okay.  so new song haha!

COLLEGE IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER. now that i think about it, it's kinda sad :[

i might kinda miss you a lot, bummmer. hah

bloooppp, speaking of you, hurrry up so we can ichat! i miss you already. <3

i wish i could hibernate like a little furry animal, and take a break from life while staying warm and comfy :) ahh the goood life.

sooooo looking forward to art tomorrow and starting my self portrait project thing. ahh lovelovelove la clase de arte!

one last thing, you are sooo lame now. really, i don't care for saying this but you have. your life, friends, priorities, everything has changed and the act is not appealing. ha good luck with that, some things are to far gone to fix, you might just be that now but i'm not loosing sleep over it.

goood bye for now mr. blog, i'll visit you soon i promise.

until then, you know how it goes, xxxxo ciao<3

pull back the sheets

gooooodmorning earth, i'm awake...dangit. YAY for getting paid today ;]. Last night sucked, dads can be rude about realllly important things :( no more Boston University for me. lameee, so bummed. It should be my decision right? However, golden spoon, my best friend and my boy made everything much better. yum yum and yum. So for reals, its 2009, meaning the year and the time. We are leaving everything and everyone we have known forever, ha let that settle. I don't think i'm worried about leaving at all to be quite honest, but when the time comes i will probably freak out and cry a freakin river haha. OH WELL, lets make it a fantastic year i guesss, savor the flavor and holller till you pass out. mhmh everything is alright, xxxxo.