i feel like

SHIT! i want to rip my throat out. nothing is or will make it better. i thought i became immune to these throat aches a while ago, guess i was wrong and they are back to make me feel like shit. blahhhhhhh. luckily i had a nice little boy come visit and cuddle with me all day. mhmhm tea dripping down my throat for the last 24 hours, yummmskies. 

oh and old friend, sometimes i miss you but you'd never know.

time to pretend or forget or something.

 

i need meds or paint, something to suppress me right now.