allie says:

I'm just a tick tock away from leaving on a jet plane! It gets easier everyday to leave when people let you down, so what's holding me back now.
My head is about to burst, overload mode is only the half of it. I wish someone could walk in my shoes for a week and recover, dayum i'm exhausted. WHY CAN'T I SAY NO? Everyone tells me i can say no to things and not do everything, but it doesn't really seem like an option for me? I will never stop trying, even more, i will never stop caring.

Getting my portfolio together ASAP! yay for san fran modeling agencies so stoked for open calls.
truest thing i've heard today and it really stuck with me- "the brightest stars burn the fastest."
as discouraging as it may sound, it is the complete truth. this little star is burning away.

MERH!

run run runaway no sense of time, want you to stay want you to be mineeeeeee

natural anthem

mhmh its been a very long while since i've updated this, ha oh well. I was feeling thoughtful and thinking so why not write eh? Prom is finally over, meaning the year is pretty much over; jeez its all going so fast and finally catching up with me. I'm really quite exhausted but i hope everything i've done up until this point will pay off in a lot of different ways. I hope i can push myself when the going gets though, and i hope that when i leave people remember me for more than something scandalous, but for some way i may have contributed to their life. Boo leaving is going to suck but it's time to be a big girl, gotta move on from this city and welcome a new one. No matter what shit i've dealt with these past for years they all definitely added to me as a person and i really love and care so much for those people i have crossed paths with. No goodbye is forever and new beginnings make us stronger. "there are things in this world that i don't understand like love, war or gravity and the way of this land and all these things remain a mystery..."

time to study, gottta keeep up with the education process :]
night loves x0